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Draco Malfoy's Diary
Musings of a Teenage Genius...
My So-called Therapist 
8th-Jul-2009 10:01 pm
Tall Blond and Handsome
Parvati fucking Patil. My mother said she'd hired someone competent, not a gossiping troll. And as for her methods... she's a dirty bitch, wanting us to show her our routine, like we're performing monkeys. And there is nothing wrong with how I view sex with Blaise. Stupid little wench, how dare she presume that I can't rip his clothes off because I respect 'the mother of my children' too much.

Psychobabble bullshit. I refuse to listen.
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9th-Jul-2009 11:23 am (UTC)
Do you love me? I don't even know anymore.

I'm the one who booked this, how could I not be serious?
9th-Jul-2009 11:29 am (UTC)
What makes you think I don't? How can you even say that.

You don't sound serious. Everything she's said you've dismissed. You refuse every bit of advice she gives us... why are we even going if you're just going to... be like that!
9th-Jul-2009 11:48 am (UTC)
I just... I'm not the only one who doesn't make a move. It takes two people not to have sex.

I'm still going, aren't I? They like it if you have some fight in you. You're being too reasonable.
9th-Jul-2009 09:34 pm (UTC)
... right. But how can I do that? You come home exhausted, how am i supposed to 'make a move'? You're just going to end up thinking I'm overly demanding and get upset with me and it's not like you ever even seem interested anyway, how am I supposed to do anything! If you don't want to, then I'm not going to force you!

... I see...... that's... I see..
9th-Jul-2009 09:37 pm (UTC)
Look, if you don't want to be with me, just say so. You never had a problem making a move, no matter how tired I've been. If you've changed how you feel... we have to deal with it.
10th-Jul-2009 03:18 am (UTC)
No way, you are not putting this all on me! I've never had a problem making a move before because you've never been this tired before! There are signs, you know.. body language! If I thought there were any sign that you were interested at all, don't you think i would make a move! I could prance around nude and I bet you'd barely even notice, except maybe to tell me to put some clothes on!

Just admit whatever this is and be done with it... you're not attracted to me anymore, I'm not doing it right, you're bored, you don't need it anymore, whatever the problem is, just tell me!

I've not changed how I feel.. jesus christ...Pansy, talk to him!!
10th-Jul-2009 03:48 am (UTC)
Er..uh. He's not changed how he feels, Draco! Honest! He talks about you all the time, and it's mostly about how he wishes that you felt more yourself! Or something like that..
10th-Jul-2009 03:54 am (UTC)
Bless you for trying, darling.
10th-Jul-2009 04:01 am (UTC)
Yeah, I feel uncomfortable being in the middle, really. :/ was it obvious?
10th-Jul-2009 04:09 am (UTC)
Aww, I'm sorry I put you there. It was sort of a reflex exclamation. :) Don't worry. Just a little obvious, but who wouldn't be uncomfortable. Hell, I'm a little uncomfortable being in the middle of us..
10th-Jul-2009 04:12 am (UTC)
Aww. :( I swear, I just want to lock the two of you in a room until you either kill each other or thank me for the best sex you've ever had.
10th-Jul-2009 04:17 am (UTC)
I don't think either of those things would happen. I don't think we could even bare to touch each other at this point. I don't even know what this is I'm feeling right now.... i just feel so.. sick... I feel fucking ill, I'm so fucking scared..
10th-Jul-2009 04:20 am (UTC)
..!!! Blaise, sweetheart, is there anything I can do??? :( :(
10th-Jul-2009 04:50 am (UTC)
It's okay, it'll get better, right? You already do everything you can. I don't know where I'd be without you, Pansy. I think I'd have gone insane by now. It's been so nice to have a real friend, who sticks by you through thick and thin. That's something I've always wanted. :)
10th-Jul-2009 06:32 am (UTC)
That's not true I am attracted to you. I just feel so...

Blaise, what are we going to do?
10th-Jul-2009 06:58 am (UTC)
You feel so.. what? Why can't you just tell me? Maybe I can make it better. Maybe I can change something or do something more like you want it. If this is not how you imagined your life, if there's something else you want, tell me..

... I don't know! I don't know what to do!
10th-Jul-2009 07:10 am (UTC)
Maybe we should get away. Or I can quit my job... we don't have to work for a living, we could just stay with the children...

.. neither do I.
10th-Jul-2009 07:16 am (UTC)
What, for the rest of our lives? You know neither one of us would be happy like that, Draco. And more important, the children will get sick of us.

... I know. It's okay.
10th-Jul-2009 07:46 am (UTC)
Maybe this therapy will work...
10th-Jul-2009 08:25 am (UTC)
Yeah.. the therapy... maybe that will work....
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