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Draco Malfoy's Diary
Musings of a Teenage Genius...
My So-called Therapist 
8th-Jul-2009 10:01 pm
Tall Blond and Handsome
Parvati fucking Patil. My mother said she'd hired someone competent, not a gossiping troll. And as for her methods... she's a dirty bitch, wanting us to show her our routine, like we're performing monkeys. And there is nothing wrong with how I view sex with Blaise. Stupid little wench, how dare she presume that I can't rip his clothes off because I respect 'the mother of my children' too much.

Psychobabble bullshit. I refuse to listen.
9th-Jul-2009 09:59 pm (UTC)
It's not enough that I'm apparently so hideous that he won't even touch me?
9th-Jul-2009 10:04 pm (UTC)
Draco, nobody on this planet finds you hideous. Stop being dramatic.
9th-Jul-2009 10:07 pm (UTC)
Fine, I'm not hideous but I'm not exactly someone people are shooting themselves to jump in the sack with. And there are people out there who'd shag giants. Merlin, this is pathetic.
9th-Jul-2009 10:13 pm (UTC)
Would it help if I said I'd jump in the sack with you?
9th-Jul-2009 10:20 pm (UTC)
Now you're making fun of me. I can make you do laps, you know.
9th-Jul-2009 10:23 pm (UTC) - [*charmed for Draco and Harry only*]
I'm not, actually. Now what would you say?
9th-Jul-2009 10:28 pm (UTC) - [*charmed for Draco and Harry only*]
... Blaise will murder me if he knows about us.

Funny how that's not convincing me to refuse.
9th-Jul-2009 10:31 pm (UTC) - [*charmed for Draco and Harry only*]
There'd be a great deal of murdering going on between a great many people.
9th-Jul-2009 10:33 pm (UTC) - [*charmed for Draco and Harry only*]
Yes... Merlin's arse, when did everything get so complicated?
9th-Jul-2009 10:35 pm (UTC) - [*charmed for Draco and Harry only*]
A long, long time ago.

So...are you still free tomorrow while they're gone to go dance? Or are they still going to dance?
9th-Jul-2009 10:39 pm (UTC) - [*charmed for Draco and Harry only*]
I should probably go... make an effort, like you said. Fuck, I loathe community dancing. I can just imagine old people with bad hips and beginners with no rhythm.

Funny how bad a dancer you are considering what you can do with that pelvis of yours.

You know, we should probably stop doing this. Some time. I feel like I should feel guilty.
10th-Jul-2009 03:25 am (UTC) - [mug]
10th-Jul-2009 03:38 am (UTC) - Re: [mug]
10th-Jul-2009 03:41 am (UTC) - Re: [mug]
And since WHEN has this been going on young lady? Such shenanigans, I have never seen!
10th-Jul-2009 03:46 am (UTC) - Re: [mug]
We were just messing around. XD But LOL. I was waiting for your reaction and you did not disappoint XD
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10th-Jul-2009 03:30 am (UTC)
I never said that. EVER.

You know, if you're oh so upset about me not touching you, this is certainly the first time I'm hearing about it.
10th-Jul-2009 06:34 am (UTC)
Of course I'm upset about it. You're my husband and I love you and I want to fix this.
10th-Jul-2009 06:55 am (UTC)
Well I want to fix it too. But it's kind of hard when half the time you're second guessing my feelings for you. You know how I feel, Draco. EVERYone knows how I feel about you, it's no secret, I don't hide it. Go on, ask someone. I mean it, right now, ask anyone how Blaise Zabini feels about Draco Malfoy. I don't understand how you can keep doubting me all the time. I don't even know what to do anymore to make you believe it.
10th-Jul-2009 07:15 am (UTC)
I don't know either... I know you you love me, I just... we've drifted.
10th-Jul-2009 07:22 am (UTC)
You don't know I love you, Draco. I keep telling you, but you don't know it. You don't hear me, and I'm beginning to think maybe you never will. Am I really that unbelievable? Have I really given you that much reason to keep doubting me all this time? I know you've never forgiven me for before... all those times before, with other people.

You keep saying 'I just..' Why can't you just finish that sentence and tell me. We've drifted isn't a real excuse. We're not continents, it's not a real explanation... it's just what people say when they can't say what's really going on.
10th-Jul-2009 07:51 am (UTC)
No, I do know. You wouldn't stay with me this long if you didn't. You don't stay with people out of duty, you're not the kind of person who would do that.

We need to fix this. We're just being melancholy and whiny. We need to go out together. Go on a first date. Start from scratch. Make an effort. I'm the first to concede that I'm a selfish bastard. It has to stop.
10th-Jul-2009 08:23 am (UTC)
No, I'm really not. But, Draco... you are.. you know. That kind of person... I think you should... think about it, maybe...

A first date..? We never really dated before we got together. Or after... we never really started going out together until after Hogwarts...

I guess.. we could do that...start from scratch...?
10th-Jul-2009 08:38 am (UTC)
No, I'm not. Don't talk nonsense.

I'll pick you up after dance class, alright? I'm taking you to something called a drive-in. Or was it drive thru? I've been assured it's very romantic.


He plans to surprise Blaise by showing up to the class. :P
10th-Jul-2009 08:59 am (UTC)
You are. That's why you stayed with Fleur for so long. That's why you've stayed with your team for so long. That's why you tried so hard to do as your father said... you're very apt to do things out of duty, Draco... and I'm the 'mother of your children'... however you feel about me, I know you'd still want us to be together, for their sakes at least... I'm not saying that's absolutely why you're with me... I'm just saying... think about it.. and make sure that's not why you're with me....

... alright. But that's muggle....? Do you know where my class is and what time it ends?


Aww, if Draco took him to the drive-thru! They would shrug and start making out at the pick up window! It would be romantic!

Heheh, yes, tomorrow is the big day!

P.S. I'm gonna be on a plane, eep, I totally forgot, I'm heading back to India on Saturday morning, so if there's a post or anything and Blaise doesn't respond, that's why! He can talk to Harry and Pansy about it in the meantime if he needs to. Or maybe he ought to go running to Parvati.
10th-Jul-2009 09:30 am (UTC)
I'm with you because I love you. That's all there is to it.

I'll work it out.


Awwww, I'm sad they don't have their drive thru date! They should! I want ordering on the 'muggle voicebox' and not understanding anything and Blaise forcing Draco to eat a cheeseburger and him liking it and feeding each other fries and cute making out!

Awww, plane? You're always globe trotting! And yeah, he can have his chats :D
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